Ein Neuer Anfang

First day in the year 2005...tried best to make the best of it...started in a not so good manner...slogged hard the whole day...working on extremely boring stuff...things which, if given an option i'd never ever do come what may. Don't know if I still have a choice? This is the best question to ask in this state of dilemma but who's to answer? Never being bogged by the quantity of work but its the nature of work that matters. Things will have to get changed. There is no sense of achievement, no feeling of pride, no learning, no respect for myself even if working means slogging for more than 17 hours consecutively. Makes no difference at all. If this continues for long then the mind will begin to rot for sure. Getting bored with the things going on around me. Need a break. But from whom and from what?
Will have to make a new start...may be, beginning with adopting a new perspective of the events around me. Let there be light to show me the way.