No mistake about this...

Vulnerable...Yes
Brittle...No

Ignored beautifully...

Ignored as if non-existent. It couldn't have got more shocking and traumatizing than that moment. Though the eyes were meeting, may be by mistake only, not regularly but still the presence was acknowledged in the same way we bother strangers in a busy public place. The purpose is solved if this is being done to make me feel this way. Never knew a punishment can be so cruel. And i'm also trying best to add to the agony wherever/whenever/however possible. Want to get into each-other's brains to know the reason, feel everything and find the anwer to Why?
The divine must have had a good reason for all these happenings. Wish I could understand!

And they say Walk On. So easy!

Its me! 

The end begins...

Is this the beginning of the end? Realizing that the things are somewhat getting on the same track as some 8-9 months back...a slow, painful, death of the best thing i have in life. And its not getting any better. And the worst part is tht this time also i fail to understand the what's/how's/why's of the happenings. Everything was fine, infact great. On one bad day i got the blasting of a lifetime n things started getting deteriorate after tht day. Last time this phase continued for more than 6 months...but after that period everything got to normalcy. Wonder for how long this will be continuing, and what'll happen after that. Last time i didnt got into the details and why's but this time i'll make sure that i know the reasons, cause before i submit. Although i wont withdraw that easily this time. I wish this time the fault is all mine because i can only take all this if this is a punishment of the words i've said, things i've done or the words i didn't said or the things i didn't do.
Now wonder...is it the beginning of the end or the ending of the beginning!